LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Olivia (Now that I think about it, I don't think as much people call me Lybi anymore... *shrugs* I didn't make it up)
Birth date: October seventh
Birth place: Melbourne, Australia (Aren't I special? Haha.)
Current Location: Huntington Beach, CA
Eye Color: Um. I would say black, but people say you can't have black eyes, but I think they're brown, very close to black? I don't know. I don't look in the mirror often.
Hair Color: Black. Mother got me highlights one time when I was asleep. Evil.
Righty or Lefty: Right.
Zodiac Sign: Dragon
Horoscope: Libra
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Vietnamese (no I'm not one of those wierd wannabe Asian gangster peoples.)
Shoes you wore today: I don't know. The same shoes I always wear.
Your weakness: Weakness? Um... I like chocolate, but I wouldn't call it a weakness.... Oh yeah. Laziness.
Your fears: Fears? Seriously, I think I have a slight fear of the dark. Scary. The other night, I couldn't sleep for like three hours, and I kept getting all scared and stuff because I was thinking about all this horror-movie stuff. I tried to stop thinking about it!! But then I got all scared, and I was going to call someone, but I was scared the voice on the other line wouldn't be him/her and it'd be some scary gruffy murderer voice. And I was going to go read, but the book was on the ground, and reaching for the ground means having my hand right next to under the bed, and I was imagining some scary green hand reaching out and grabbing my wrist.... Torture!
Your perfect pizza: Pineapple, no ham.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Colleges: Berekeley, Davis, UCLA. My dance teacher tells me to apply to UCI but I don't really have any intention of going there.... But life goals? I don't know. To live a semi-normal life. To raise a perfect child that will not try to be all rebelious against me when he/she (preferably he because I'm going to make a guy that's not perverted and prove nature wrong. Muahahhaah) because if he/she does, I wont' give him/her any of my inheritance. Muahahaha. Short-term goal is straight A's, which'll never happen.
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase on AIM: I don't know. "Haha," I guess.
Your thoughts first waking up: "Okay okay, I'm up. Gr." My father wakes me up. I put my alarm on 6:30 though.... Gr.
Your best physical feature: Um... Er... Hmm....Oh. My teeth are straight... But they're not white... Um.... My hair feels all nice when wake up in the morning if I took a shower right before bed? It's so cool. It's all cold, silky ish. Fun.
Your bedtime: Bedtime. I don't know. 11 pm - 12 am on normal days. Days with mucha tarea, 12 - 3, to wake up at 4.
Your most missed memory: Um. Oh. My old house, we had rabbits. It was relaly cool. We started out with two (different gender) and then within two months we had 21 rabbits. Cool-io. The baby rabbits were so cool. THey could like fit in your hand, and their ears were like as long as my thumb nail. They were so cool!!! Oh. And we had this giant tree at my old house, and we threw a rope over and had this ghetto swing. But it was so much fun.
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Yeah, like Steven. Coke, but I'd rather have water or juice.
McDonald's or Burger King: Gross, but sometimes I get the ice cream at Mcdonald's because it's cheap.
Single or group dates: Okay. I think for personal purposes, I will refuse to answer any of these questions, but leave it blank just in case someone wants to copy it to their blog/xanga/whatever and fill it out themselves.
Adidas or Nike: These are shoes, right...?
Lipton Tea or Nestea: I like the Nestea Iced Tea. It doesn't taste like tea and it tastes good...
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.... With vanilla flakes. Just kidding. Just chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: Ew. I don't like coffee. I thought cappuccino and coffe was the same though?
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope. I think my father used to, but he stopped? I can't remember.
Cuss: Nope. It's wierd. Cussing.... It's.... I dont' know. It makes me slightly (very slightly) flinch inwardly.
Single:
Take a shower: Usually once a day. When I'm too lazy, I'll not take one that day, but that rarely happens. I always feel too dirty.
Have a crush(es):
Think you've been in love:
Like(d) high school: Yeah, I like high school, with the exception of the classes. Well, actually, some of the teachers are interesting. Ruth told interesting stories... Kittrell is actually growing on me. Gordon is really fun.
Want to get married:
Believe in yourself: Like what? Well I guess I doubt myself a lot... Eh. *shrugs*
Get motion sickness: Yeah. I'm bad on boats (not nearly as bad as Gordon though)
Think you're attractive: No, thank goodness, or I'll probably be some concieted bi-o-tch always flirting with FOBs and stuff. Gross.
Think you're a health freak: No?
Get along with your parents: Most of the time. I would like to think so anyways.
Like thunderstorms: It was really cool! Last weekend, I woke up this morning, and the wind was like "Woosh! WoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoshshhhhh!!!!!" (look at my cool FOB-ness typing). It was really cool. Thunderstorms are pretty too. Like the sky goes all white, and I think I see blue sometimes, but I'm blind, so yeah. OH yeah, Cortlen said that at his mother's house, the thunderstorm was right above his house, and it was like shaking his house and stuff!! And then it snowed in Irvine!!
Play an instrument: I used to play the piano... I should pick that back up. I feel a bit bad that I quit... *shrugs*
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: Does wine in mass count? It tastes so nasty though... Wait, that wasn't in the past month. Okay.
Gone on a date:
Gone to the mall: Oh, I actually went to the mall last week to buy Christmas presents! Yay!
Been on stage: Past month? No, I don't think so.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I haven't eaten this on the longest time too. Oh, I tried dipping Cookies Ahoy! in milk for the first time the other day. Tastes wierd...
Eaten sushi: No. Don't intend to.
Been dumped:
Gone skating: No.
Gone skinny dipping: Wow. That's so wierd, how people can do that. It's like... So open.... It looks/feel/sounds wrong.... Why do they call it "skinny" anyways?
Dyed your hair: No.
Stolen anything: ...Mmm..... Let me think... No... I think.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Nope, but I think Kevin said he was playing it with some church people one camp...
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Intoxicated? I don't think so...
Been caught "doing something": Doing something? Hmm.... I don't think I did anything bad really.... Oh, well once I was caught plagiarizing, but I didn't know I plagiarized. It was wierd.
Been called a tease: No. People call each other "teases"?
Gotten beaten up: No.
Shoplifted: No.
Changed who you were to fit in: I think... I don't know actually. I probably did. Not like change completely, but probably a little. Eh. Well I don't do it consciously anyways.
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Not getting married. I'm going to be one of those rich old single women that... Are rich? Stupid families cost money. DArn it, I need to get over my slight fear of being in a scary dark house all by myself.
Numbers of Children: 1 perfect kid. Muahahaha. I need someone to inherit my rich sum, right? Haha. I say that but...
Describe your dream wedding: Not getting married.
How do you want to die: Jason's pro-hand-reading-skills (right) told me I'm going to die at like 30 or 60... U. I don't know. You know what? Let's "spice" my death up a bit, and have it like wear I got into some accident, and I'm at the hospital, and they ask me if I want to get surgery, and I'm like "No, it's my time" (Hahahhaa. Just like a soap opera.) and I get to hold my kid's hand while I die. And it's so cool because I get to have words in before I die. I don't want to die in my house because I mean think of being in a house where someone died? Creepy. Oh shoot. You know what? I think I'm going to never introduce my kids to his/her relatives (ie my brother and sister), until my dying moments, and in my dying moments, I'll tell him/her where to find his/her uncle/aunt he/she never knew he/she had. Just for kicks. Muahahaha. Oh. And I want a priest to give me the Anointing of the Sick before I die.
What do you want to be when you grow up: I'm thinking Optometrist but because some lady told me not to be an optometrist because of laser surgery, maybe Orthodentistry.
What country would you most like to visit: Um.... Australia. Wait. New Zealand has some nice scenery... But it's just off the coast of Australia, so I'll just like sail over or something.
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color:
Best hair color:
Short or long hair:
Height:
Best first date location:
Articles of clothing:
Personality:
Best first kiss location:
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS (what's with that lame-o title?)
Number of people I could trust with my life: Um... I think I trust my friends to a certain extent but... My life? Er. No. So that makes 2, or 3 maybe, including my parents.
Number of CD's I own: I have a lot of burned CDs... Actually, I don't think any of them aren't burnt.
Number of piercings: cero! (Spanish, I think)
Number of tattoos: cero! Tattoos are wierd. It feels so strange... Ink? In your skin? Wierdness.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: Oh! Oh! Wait. My name? Or like, me? I think I was on the newspaper once (It was the stinking Viet Tide though)
Number of scars on my body: I don't know. When I was small, this kid scratched my face, now I got a scar there. Well actually... I have some acnes scars, so I don't think you can see that scar anymore...
Number of things in my past that I regret: I don't know. I would say "a lot," but I guess... They were part of life, and it'd be wrong not to have mistakes in your life, but *shrugs*. OH wait. I always regret procrastinating. There you go.
Hmm.... I haven't updated in forever, huh? Almost a month now. Oh well, whatever. What is there to say... I don't know. I feel a bit hateful right now. I feel hated. I feel er. hateful. It's a bit sad. Well, not sad (although I feel sad) sad, but kinda pathetic sad. Hm.... Let's review over what happened today. This morning... Well, I guess nothing really happened in the morning. But I did have trouble sleeping last night because I kept worrying about getting into Berkeley (I'm only a junior!!). But then again, I've been worrying about that lately every night before I went to bed, so that wasn't anything new. Hm... I was extremely bored yesterday. I did absolutely nothing but start to play Ragnarok. Okay, back to today. Hmm... I guess I was beginning to feel left out, and this girl kept giving me bad looks... Ack. Forget it. Let's not think about this. It leaves me in a bad mood.
Halloween was a while ago, but I never got to talk about it, so let's talk about it now. WAit. You know, my sister has been cheesy lately... With these wierd emo poems and stuff. You know, life is wonderful. I'm not just talking about my life, but life overall. Seriously, why do people get so depressed and stuff. Sure, it's okay to be sad sometimes, but being depressed? Like 24/7? I mean. Okay, I'd understand if a close relative died, or you were just involved in a life threatening situation, or something of the sort. But "Oh my gosh, my parents are oppressing" or "*shiff* the guy I like doesn't like me back." It's just... Bluntly, it's really pathetic. I know you want attention, but really. There's nothing in life to really be sad about. Okay, maybe sometimes you're allowed to cry. (I know, I'm being wishy-washy) Er... How can I explain it. How about... I hate drama-queens (I guess that would go for guys too, except I haven't seen many guys do that). I mean especially if your life is practically perfect. Don't give me that crud like "You don't know anything about me or my life." Screw you. Those of you who live in a house, that's wonderful. Really. Even if it's an apartment/duplex/townhouse, whatever. Do you want to be that hobo on the street? (Although I heard back in the old days, people liked to be a hobo, since it gave them freedom, and they could just get money by looking pitiful) Okay. Next, you have friends. You have moral support (although you probably wont' have anymore friends with the way you're exaggerating your problems). Not to mention your parents. Your parents, even if they're annoying sometimes, are seriously always there for you. Don't say "they're oppressing me!!" Shut up. Really. A lot of parents live vicariously through their children, so of course they'd like the best for you. So please don't say "My life sucks" or "Life sucks" because it doesn't. I mean even life threatening stuff and close people dying, even that is temporary. You'll have to go on with your life anyways. Don't pretend to be all emo and whatnot. Not to mention, when you act all sad, you either 1. make other people pissed at you, 2. make people annoyed at you, or 3. make people sad (most likely 1 and 2 though). So.... Point being: Life does not suck. It is wonderful.
So my Halloween. How was it? It was great! Hmm.... Me, Tu, Cortlen, and Philip went trick-or-treating. We didn't get much candy, but I had a lot of fun anyways. But then again, I generally have fun with my friends, even if we're doing nothing. Well, we just kinda walked around and talked and got candy. Haha. I remember laughing so much, but I can't remember too much from the actual night... I remember some clown following me (I hit it)... I remember laughing a lot... I remember a drag queen... I remember my brother, his friend, and his airsoft gun... Haha. It was a fun night.
Hm. More paradoxical ranting. Flirting. My gosh. That is so... 1. disgusting 2. wrong 3. annoying. Well I guess it's not really wrong, but whatever. I would like to point out to you all that if you're looking for the "perfect guy/girl," and you had to flirt to get him/her, then chances are, that's not your girl/guy. I mean if you had to try ? Isn't the person supposed to like you of his/her own free will? Not that you're forcing him/her, of course. But if you had to try, *shrugs*. Who knows. Not to mention. You are all how old now? Less than 20? How long is an American human being is expected to live? Late 80s? That's like saying, you're expecting to find "true love" in the first quarter of your life. Wait. Let's not count elementary school. So.... (20-10)/80 * 100 = 12.5. So. You're expecting to find "true love" in this 12.5 percent of your life. Oh yeah. You're not even adults yet. You got hormones flying all over the place. So what does that mean? You got like horny stupid kids walking over all the place. Do you really want to consider one of those kids as your "true love"? Yeah. Okay. Well if you think one of those horny 13-year old kids is your "true love" then go right ahead. As for others, you know you don't expect these relationships to last longer than high school. Then why are you in the relationship in the first place? Is it just a "fling"? Is it just so that you can have your hands around someone's waist? You're smarter than the last group, but you're still disgusting. So lesson here? Give it up. There's no way you're going to find your stupid "true love" between the ages of 10 and 20. It happens, true. But it won't happen to you. Julie, shut up.
Okay. So story here. I haven't ranted in a while, and I feel cruddy right now, so I'm ranting. Wow. I sound so arrogant. Gr.
Haha. As you must (right...) know, my birthday was two days ago. Fun. It's nice to have friends, really. Even though we didn't get to trick Alex... Darn it. Oh well. We did let go of some balloons. Geez. We went to Korean Barbeque on Saturday. The staff there like hates us now. We ate there for two whole hours. Er. Not we exactly... But Philip, CJ, and Neel... Geez. TWO HOURS! And they were eating the WHOLE time!! Wah!! And the waitress lady kept coming back and forth and like glaring at us. Afterwards, we finally left, and like were waiting for Alex's father to pick her up, so we just stood in front of the buffet, and the lady kept coming out and glaring at us! Wah! So after a half an hour of loitering, we went to wait in the van. And then we went to the Block to go watch Taxi. Haha. The movie starts at 10:15, so we decided to go to play laser tag (It was 9:50). Stupid thing took like fifteen minutes to get ready. Haha. While we were watching the stupid intro-video, there was this blacklight thing (Well I guess there was black light in the actual arena too...) and it was so strong, you could see every piece of lint on your clothes, and then like your teeth and your nails glowed in the black light. It was fun. Haha. And Philip's sister's highlights in her hair was glowing. It was my first time playing laser tag! I only get to shoot like 10 people though... Everything was so neon... And it was a bit hazy from the wierd fog machine. Wah. I suck at aiming... Oh yeah. So afterwards, we were like 30 minutes late for the movie. But we didn't miss much. It was a fun movie. This is boring. I haven't been in the mood to write anything here lately...
1. Placebo - Every Me, Every You
2. Thousand Foot Krutch - This is a Call
3. Hyde - Evergreen
4. L'arc en Ciel - Fourth Avenue Cafe
5. Lareine - Lesson
6. Malice Mizer - Transylvania
7. Miyavi - Pop is Dead
8. Odd Project - Midnight Lullaby
9. Pierrot - Freaks
10. Story of the year - Until the Day I Die
*in no particular order
9 things that annoy you:
1. Fake people
2. Drama queens
3. When my mother "cleans" my room
4. Fake gangsters
5. Rap
6. Hip-hop
7. R&B
8. Perverts (actually, they scare me)
9. People who are desperate for acceptance and attention.
8 things that make you smile:
1. My brother & Matthew at Wild Rivers
2. Good food
3. The smell of good cake right out of the oven
4. Good music
5. Finishing my Physics homework (How sad)
6. Pretty things
7. Being with my friends
8. Reading a good book
7 things that you're scared of:
1. Horror movies
2. Horror stories
3. The horror genre
4. Um... Hm... I guess I'm a bit scared of living on my own. But I know I'll do okay anyways...
5. Doing bad on the SATs/PSAT/ACT/whatever
6. Oh yeah. I don't know what career to go into... Does that count as scared-ness?
7. Um... I guess I'd feel a bit bad if I let someone down...
6 things you're looking forward to:
1. A roadtrip with my friends! (It's a big "if" anyways...)
2. My house.
3. Sleeping.
4. Um... Eating?
5. Hmm... My nap.
6. This is getting boring... Hm... Oh yeah. Spending time with my friends.
5 things you wear daily:
1. Oh this is going to be so (Sarcasm) hard. LEt's see here... A black t-shirt.
2. A black sweatshirt.
3. Jeans (which are generally blue).
4. Socks (which dont' match too often).
5. My Confirmation cross.
4 people you talk to daily:
1. My sister (ex: Get me some water.)
2. My brother (ex: You frigen idiot!)
3. My parents (ex: What're we eating for dinner?)
4. My friends (Notice how vague I am. This is getting boring...)
3 foods you could live off of:
1. instant noodles
2. bread
3. water (Haha. The bare necessities.)
2 unforgettable moments:
1. The last half year of the last year of thieu nhi. (Wow. So many "lasts")
2. This summer? Actually, a specific part of it but... It's a secret. Haha. Okay, that's not funny, but it's more like a I-know-something-you-don't-smirk-laugh.
1 person you can spend the rest of your life with:
1. I don't know. My future pet cat? Maybe my future son? Eh. I'll go with the cat.
Haha. I went to watch The Forgotten, whcih didn't turn out that good. I thought the trailer was better. But it was super fun. Even if I only got to see Julie for like... 40 seconds? I don't know. It was really nice. Dragon dancing was horrid (er. On my part). Dancing was worse. Again, my fault. The... *sigh* I feel really bad for what I put on the huynh truongs before. I mean maybe nobody really cares anymore. But now that I think about it. I was so selfish, and I kept demanding things of them. Maybe they never really cared, but to put all that trouble on them. It was extremely childish. I know Julie feels the same way, because I talked to her about it, but I don't know/think anyone else does. Oh well... Whatever. No one cares anymore.
Hmm... Now I have a load of homework to look forward to. And someone *cough* won't pick up their phone! WAh, I feel bad now. Actually, I don't really feel like writing anything now..

